so yeah. i decided to spend some time tonite reminiscing; going thru old photo albums and trying to remember. i'm so afraid of forgetting. ya know, it really scares me that as time goes on the feelings become more distant. fuck. it's frightening. to have felt such incredible passion for someone - and now struggle to remember the feeling. i remember the last time i smelled you. it was overwhelming; in a good way.
in a fucking hot way.
i wish i could smell you again.
cheers dwight.
(a little memorial of sorts to dwight alan mcmullen.... my first love. dwight died far too young)

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